I am not happy with my self, with my life,
and I can not be with somebody else if I am not happy with me,
and somebody else can not be happy with me when I am not happy with myself,

it's like a vicious circle,

and I don't need more tests,
I need somebody who will give me a chance

people don't need more tests,
they need more chances,

they have done so many mistakes,
and so many wrong decisions,

they will never be perfect,