....that slogan, u don't like ... it's far better to play and loose than not ever play at all..., it's not about the love games, it's about the sport, about hard work, and it's about the race.... it's about about the courage to face your dreams, even u know u can loose everything

life has only meaning when u r with somebody, it doesn't have any meaning, when u spend your life hidden in four walls, regardless how wonderful u r, not letting anybody know how u feel, and that somebody, he is real, from meat and bones u know, he has his bad days and he has his good days, and he has his mistakes, and he has a things that nobody else have, and also he has a things all others have....

and when u want to be with him, u have to face him, and u will do so many bad things, u will make so many mistakes in this real life, u will harm others, and u will loose so many things, but u will also get days u will never forget how happy u were, because u r the human not the god, and when u live your life with another human, u can not live it as god, u will live it as a human, with successes and with failures, and with happiness and with sadness, with wins, and with looses, sometimes there are times, where no decision is the worse one, and sometimes there are times where whatever u decide it will harm, and u have to face this real world, this is the thing god wants us to go, to face the real world, and live our lives.....

I feel bad talking about god, when I know so less about it, and I am using it now because I don't know I feel it like this, although I haven't read any stories, and I don't want to read any stories, because human feelings are unique, and u can not get them from stories, u can get them only from your life....

Hey *****, don't worry I will not use your real name, I just want to tell u, let me alone, I am not the guy for u, I can not answer all the questions u have asked, but I am sure about one thing, that I will always live my life the way, that at the end of it, I can die with smile at my face, and without feeling ashamed for what i have done, and with knowing that I have made few people smile...

we'll take a break now, girl, I know it and u know it too, it's the best thing for us....

have a nice day

nickname or real name,
does it really matter,
it's from me,

........hey we will really quit, it doesn't make any sense, it's not real, and u dont' have to lie to me about our meeting, and the race, and all those things, u crossed the line of friendship, and to be honest I crossed it too, because it was first time I felt it like this, u want to have impossible things, without any real thing, u want me to change my life, like I have never done it before, like it is just a coin, just take it and turn it to the other side, I don't want to forget the past, and I don't want to forget where I am from, and I don't want to try to change, I think people should stay what they are, they should live the life they feel natural to them,I think I don't have to have a name for what I believe in, or passport certified stamp, it's a thing which is private for me, and I don't feel any need to announce and defined it in such a way that everybody can understand.

hey have u ever thought of what u really wanted to make out of this relation, have u ever though of what u want me to do, I can not do these things, just because I read something on the screen, I would feel bad in front of myself, my own eyes, I would feel so cheap, doing things, u don't know what I ............

........I don't want to push u girl, to anything, I love u, and I don't want to push u like in the f******g sex, push u more and more, it's better when I stop I don't want to be like animal, still writing and writing u some rubbish, to make u think more about me, hey forgot me, u can do it easily, sometimes there are ............