sometimes I feel like I want to look at the sun,
like others,
simply raise my head and look at the shining sun,
and then,
I am in the dark,
in the dark with big hack in my hands,
and I am digging a hole,
trapped in the dark,

I am a fool,
a dreamer who is searching for feelings,
feelings which u can not get easily,
feeling how the sun looks,
when u have to dig through the whole Earth to see it,

that's me,
I can stare at the sun,
like digging for the years under the Earth to see it,
I can stare at him like I can not believe my eyes,
like I know I am so lucky just to see it,

and people standing next to me,
who just raised their head,
their will never understand,
how I feel about the sun
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