"What if you slept, For all of you who dare to dream this page is here, we want to share our dreams with u, and we want your dreams to be shared, on this page u will find everything whatever comes to your mind, this is the place where u will see the most rubbish thoughts of us, dreamers........ ............and remember always have a dream 22/10/1999 10:39 I just woke up, and I am gonna work on this page more, still I don't have an idea what's this dreams page should be about, I think I should put some books, movies, songs, which I like, and which can let u dream, but maybe maybe it's should be something like this a dreamer's diary, I think I should make an interface, and we can write our dreams here every time we feel we want to say something, what u think moon, like the guestbook, but this place is for dreams, so whatever u dream about... I think it's a good idea, so we can see our life here, and maybe other they will be happy to see it too, they will be happy that Giant and Moon are happy, and maybe it will help somebody to stand up and do the things, which seemed impossible to him before.... U know, it's such a good idea, this web site we can share so many things over it, and it's a place where we can meet and put a links for each other, and write about each other, and we don't' have to explain it much, we can write our dreams, and we don't have to explain it much, this is the dream world, and here u don't need to explain, u just neet to know how to dream.... 24/10/1999 3:55 I can not sleep now, I woke up and I can not sleep, this is the time for dreamers, :-) when I look from my window I feel like in different world, this place where I am now, it looks so much modern, it looks like another world, like future of this world. Yes, I can see the future from my window, I can see how the world will look like in other places then this after many years, maybe the place where I am from will look like like what I can see from my window now... But I don't feel much happy knowing this, and I don't call it progress, I think so many things got lost, when u live in the world with latest technology, I think people got lost, they lost their feelings, or they don't show them even, they are afraid to show them, they are scared to talk, scared to smile, scared to say what they think, is this a new world ? For me, the new world is to wake up time like this today, and be in the on the sea, sleep on my ship, and go up to the deck and look around and see the water around, see the moon and stars reflecting in the water, and see the light of the surface, nothing else just the water, just the waves, and listen to the sound of water whole night like this... 25/10/1999 2:18 It's a routine day by day it's the same here, time is running, like never in my life, and I am happy from time to time to stop here on this place, I thought of putting some more graphics on this site, but now I like it the way it is, and maybe if moon suggests something, we can think about it :-) I have finished buttons today, and I like it... 26/10/1999 0:31 I put it live, it's on the web now, so I hope u will do something for it moon :-) It's not complete and it's not finished but since now it lives with it's own life :-) and we will do all the best to make it grow... 28/10/1999 14:07 Hey I put some songs, and I think this site is going to live :-), I like it and it's like somebody's else has done it, and I just staring at it how nice is it, hey isn't it weird, it is weird,.... it's weird.... 2/11/1999 morning ....all these big virtual problems, and sickness all of them disappear, when u can hold her real hand, they will disappear like dark cloud on the sky, when u see her real smile, they disappear like they have never existed before at all..... 3/11/1999 morning Sometimes bad dreams come to your head, sometimes u wake up, and u see and u don't know was it dream or was it real, sometimes they are so strong. I have a dream two nights before about the girl, I tried to ask her so much to come to me from my dream, but she can not, she can not live in my real world, and I couldn't handle this, because it was so nice this being with her, and the more I was with her, the less I was able to come back to reality.... and then I found these notes, notes of one sad guy, who don't know how to give up, and forget the race.... they are written in the madness, and they are not smart or stupid, they are not right or wrong, short or long, real or virtual, they are just feelings inside his heart, and head not always understands what heart is trying to say... 8/11/1999 5:03 I can not stop thinking about u, I had a dream today again, I want to play so much I want to play now, I want to make it real, so much I want to make my feelings real, I want to play them through the saxophone, I am so happy there in that music world, it helps me to find a new strength, even when everything around me is falling apart, everything is falling down, and it seems like today it's the last day of my life, it seems like I can not feel more pain than this, I just want to close my eyes and listen to the music, and then just let my fingers play, whatever I feel, let it out from me.... I need somebody, who understands, U can not see it ?, we were so closed so closed, although I have never touched u, I can not just walk away, How u think I can do it, I am not a machine, we shared so many things, we shared smiles, we shared even the pain, and u r the only one who really knew me at all Just look back girl, I am shouting here, I am screaming, I feel I am dying here, I feel I am going down to the bottom of the sea, and I will never see the sun again, I want to tell u so many things, and I don't know how to tell them to the phone, maybe I don't know how to tell them at all. I wish u could understand. it's empty, it's so much empty now I know I have to be strong, I have to be, but how I can one be strong, when one half of his heart is missing, it's not there anymore it's with u, I gave u everything I had, I have given u my dreams, I gave u my world, how can one be strong......... 12/11/1999 Can u be together with somebody, without seeing each other's face, Can u be together with somebody, wihout ignoring the feeling of touching her, of touching her hair, and touching her face...... There times it's better to be together like this to express more what each other feel, and there are times, when your mind is going insane, that u can not do anything else than talk...... 13/11/1999 7:15 Hey mary, every morning here in office is more and more hard sometimes, I can see so many pictures in my mind when I close my eyes, and when I open them I see the screen again, I think I got a "disease" I got sick from the screen, I saw so many things real things, and all I can see here is that screen, and every day is harder…. How to forgot things u can not forget, how to clear things from your head which are your dreams, what will remain then out of it, just empty guy, writing commands to the screen….. |